headache

omg i don't understand anything the lecturers are saying
everyone around me seems to think everything's so easy
but i don't
omg
headache
i've been doing the tutorials conscientiously
but nothing goes in

urgh

and i hate projects
there's project for almost every module
omg sucks

die
faint

pimples

frm the start of this yr onwards i seem to be having this really horrible pimple prob
the worst thing is i just keep pressing them and they leave scars T_T
and omg i pop them everywhere seriously
i just can't help my self
i popped one in school recently
and omg it was those extremely bloody ones
O____O
luckily i was hiding in a secluded part of the sch so i cld faster rush to the toilet w/o anyone seeing me

all my pimples are super bloody
i have no idea why
it didn't use to be like that last time

urgh gross

this is gross too

cheerios

sch again

omg fucking retarded one of the lecturers was talking abt make up lecture for nxt friday due to it being a public holiday
and guess what he said ????





he said it's good friday on 1st May
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how long has he been in s'pore ????
who fucking doesn't know that 1st May is Labour day ?????
who the hell can mix it up
who the hell can actually forget that good friday was on 10th April this year
and he even posted it up on the online bulletin
omg
damn retarded

okay i'm making a big deal outta this
my period this mth is especially testing

FREAK
and i had tutorial today
omg they are all huddled in their grps
i don't even know whether i can get a group for project work
FREAK
how to do well in poly ????
how ????
3.8 gpa leh
how ????

freak

okay

there's no sch for me on thursdays
which is quite cool
and nxt week will be even sweeter
HAHA
thurs no sch, fri labour day and sat, sun also no sch

oh yeah and abt the poa thingie
the poa module tutor actually called me and offered me a bridging course
wells he'll just be handing me the notes and allowing me access to the slides
so HAHA it's not so much as a course but a self-study thing
but it's still cool
better then nothing

and my aunt borrowed the required texts for me
coz she works as a research asst at nyp
so she can actually borrow it for more then a semester
so i dun have to buy most of the texts
only have to buy 2
lucky coz the bks are expensive mans
and i've got no income right now
sighs will go find a part time job, i need it

lectures are a chore really
the peeps just keep talking and talking and talking
i really have this strong urge to use my 0.25 tip pen to poke the people talking
just turn around and start violently poking their eyeballs and turning them into mush
srsly irritating
and the lecturers omg
and here i thought lectures at sr were just mindless copy sessions
the lectures here are just mindless staring
omg the lecturers just repeat / rephrase what's on the lecture notes
OMG i think if one wants to do well they really need to do alot of self-studying
okay maybe it's too early to say i mean it's been less then a week only

sighs

first day of school

is kinda scary
omg the lecturers kept referring to poa stuff and i'm like -_-"
what's more omg they're all yr 2 peeps and have their own cliques alr
omg what's more this week no tutorials
how to know more peeps ???

omg
ok
i think i have to be a loner here
for 2 yrs
x_____________________x

and my lappie's not here yet
will only have stock at end of mth
fujitsu omg cheep cheep one

okay shall cont printin the countless lecture and tuts
OMG AND ONE MORE THING
how the hell to do the tuts ??? omg i see the qns and i go -_-"""""""""""

hurh i hope this 2 yrs go by fast

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Date: 4/11/2009
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